Ok. Lets start with letting the readers know something about me.
I am a twisted individual, not literally, but at times. :-) I like to look at the glass is always half filled, the grass has to many problems on the other side, but I still want to be there! The sun is my friend yet my enemy. I wake up with such regret of my day to day job with the thoughts "why couldn't you be something else. Like a doctor, a lawyer, a surgeon, a producer, a singer, an actor, a creator or just something that can put a meaning behind my everyday money making decisions!"
I find as I sit behind this desk 8-5, that I am just unsatisfied with my career. I am a social person, I love to entertain, to be helpful, to be creative and live life spontaneously! Here I have men which I am not a feminist, I feel like the worlds progressed to much to still be riding that boat. Men that are smart men, that have worked their way to where they are today and make the kind of money they make. Here though it's like they never left their fraternity house behind them. I find their actual stupidity is in their ignorant sarcasm. They take photos of shootings, and laugh about it at their lunch. Rude to innocent waitress because their job is meaningless to them and demand top notch everything. Here my mind is in line with the warehouse worker even though I have earned a nice office with a desk and two (yes two) windows. With a nice title and still overlooked. Riddle me this, who's the fool now? Me or the Captain? I'm the one who's been here 5 years! I think this page is pointing back at me!
